I WONT GIVE UP! by Saniya Khan

 I wont give up! I wont give up!

Though imma stuck,

the situation suck,

or to the world it looks absurd!

I wont give up!

Dont wanna care about the husstle,

I just dont wanna settle,

for less,

Yess! Yess!

I wont give up until Imma done my best,

Imma not gonna think about the rest,

Yess! Yessss!

I wont tie myself to the little things,

I am gonna be my own wings,

I wont give upon my dreams,

After all its about my being,

I always knew it wont come easy-peaseee..

So Imma not gonna worry about the spent energy,

Imma be mad for it,

Il get my world lit,

Its everything i thought of,

Not gonna let anything obstruct,

I would make my own luck,

Doesnt matter what people say, Chuck!

Not gonna let the society,

crush my indiviuality.

I am gonna be woman of power,

Not gonna let anything mess with my star

Dont wanna see who turns to enemy,

Its about my deams and ME,

I dont need to make sense to you,

Imma my own empire duh!

I would go surf,

on the scariest wave,

But I wont give up, No i wont give up,

No matter what the case...!!!..

Creciendo Bellamante by Saniya Khan

Checking in, into the reality,

Learning what's maturity,

Moving from places that you once desire(d),

Knowing that they cant handle your fire.

Not only feeling your own wounds or scars,

But stepping into others shoe,

(is)

Creciendo  creciendo!!

Now having a clear picture of thing,

You once had no clue,

(Is)

Creciendo, creciendo!!

Believing destiny,

Your own integrity,

Staying calm & compose,

Avoiding unnecessary chaos and rage,

Forgiving,

Forgetting, 

Smiling,

Moving your canoe even against the waves,

(Is)

Bellamante Creciendo,

Bellamante Creciendo!!!.♡

HEALING by Saniya Khan

Waking up to the alarm on my side,

Opening my eyes slightly for the view on my window,

Watching the rain washed site,

Which had just stopped an hour ago,

Having its traces left though!

Felt everything was just to silent and clear ,

Like some lullaby I could hear.

I gazed for a while with a freezing pause,

Having to sense a freedom from some demonic claws,

It felt relaxing lighter and fresher today,

Unlike any other depressing heartachening day.

May be I had started sleeping fine.

With nothing much on my brain,which was a good sign.

I had stopped waking up at midnight,

Hopelessly checking my phone,watching the stars and the skies.

Was it just the weather revealing, or was I HEALING?

Or I just had hacked the art of living?

With a tinch of confusion I moved to get my tea,

Unwinding some facts that I yet had to see.

With my tea in my hand and thoughts filled in my mind,

I was luring to think what was healing of mankind,

Did it mean lessening of the pains,

Or some major bigger gains,

against that was lost,

Despite of all the cost!

No.

Healing to me was realizing what I was,was purely enough!

Not to be handcuffed,

to something that took me through grief,sadness and mediocrity.

It was rising from my own heights, and finding my own IDENTITY.

It was not about comparison or self questions

More like acceptance,forgiveness and self appreciation. 

Not like thinking what I lost was all I deserved, 

But opening to plans of universe that were even more well versed.

And to everything that once brought me down,

I wanna stand firm and hold my head up for my crown,

To the hurricanes and the storms,

would carry you to where you belong,

Healing is not linear they say,

I say yeah,

It's a magical rollercoaster of

 your stronger and sober highs,

And your weakening and grieving lows,

But trust me it's all gonna be worth one day.

Just let it pass by without questioning and thinking why!!